Saturday, November 14, 2009

The tale of the (J-)Kat Burglar of Seronga....

The story of how I added “breaking and entering” to my laundry list of Peace Corps Accomplishments….

A few months back, I was walking home through the (hot) village around lunch time distracted in my usual fantasy about what I would be having for lunch. Alas, upon my arrival at the hut, not only was there was no grilled salmon waiting for me, there was another less delightful surprise. I had locked myself out of my hut.

How did you manage that, Lorato? Well it happened that I had left the skeleton key, which was what I used to lock the door from the inside at night, in the lock inside the door in the morning. I have a small padlock that I use to secure the deadbolt latch that Simon had installed for me on the outside of the door after my host family had been stealing from me using said skeleton key to open my door. The key for the small padlock was of course on the same key ring as the key which was still in the lock on the inside of the door. It was, as we say in Southern Africa a bit of a f*ck up.

Now I know myself, and I know that this is the type of shit that I’m generally known to do. As such I had tried to create a safety measure so that this very issue wouldn’t occur. I had attempted to preempt myself by putting a spare key up in the shade netting that creates the shady area on my “porch”. I instinctively reached for this key, smiling to myself in appreciation of my brilliance.

Which I immediately followed with a cursing of my stupidity. My constant use of what appeared to be the foolproof key plan, which entails clipping them to a karabiner so that I can always clip them to my purse, a bag or my person, so that I DON’T MISPLACE OR LOSE THEM, had recently caused just that to happen, in the process of clipping or unclipping the damn thing the keys had fallen off without me noticing. And thus the emergency replacement key had been promoted to the sole key to my hut.

Which was now on the other side of the door.

And the lunch clock was ticking.

So I quickly looked out into the yard at the gate, just to see if some Prince Charming slash Knight sort of fellow might instinctively know that his services were needed (it seems that Disney sponsored Damsel in Distress detector doesn’t quite pick up signal in Seronga. They must be in cahoots with the Orange and Mascom cellular networks.) and possibly pitched up outside my fence on his horse (with his locksmithing kit). No such luck.

Back to the old standby, making a plan.

I briefly stood back and assessed the situation. As I’ve said, I know myself and thus often arrange things in my life so that there is some emergency escape/contingency plan. I soon discovered that if I used my little pink mini leatherman (thank you thank you thank you K-Train-best gift EVER!!!) to unscrew the entirety of the door handle, I could probably shove something long and thin through the lock where the key was currently nestled. It would push the key out of the lock and the hopefully drop it just on the other side of the door. If I then pried a piece of the bottom of the door that was supposed to keep small creatures, like say, mice out (we all know exactly how well that has gone) and found another longer thin object through I could possibly hook the keys and pull them out, and thus unlock the door.

Which is what I did, in thirty minutes or less, just like the Dominoes Pizza guy (shit now I gotta add that one to the list of lunch fantasies). Who needs prince charming anyways?

Cling...

Or: “The day the English died. (The Language, not the people….)”

Or: “You get what you need….”

Or: Goodbye… Again

I was having a little ambivalence about the title for this one…..

I’ve made lots of friends here… They just all seem to keep leaving.

In Botswana, the population is known for being pretty mobile. People are always traveling around the delta, going up and down, here and there, around. Very few professional people spend their working careers in their home villages with their families and are thus always going back “home” to visit or on leave. Government employees are supposed to transfer every three years, a policy designed to prevent corruption that tends to encourage a lack of connection and investment. This policy was often overlooked, until of course recently.

Since I’ve been here in Seronga, many of my buddies have left or are leaving. It’s sad, as just when you make a friend within a few months they leave! It started with Paul, the gentle Zambian nurse who had been in Seronga for 12 years! He left while I was away last October. I’ve met up with him in Maun but it’s not easy. Then Ma Sibindi, the kind Zimbabwean nurse whom I would run to crying, knocking on her door in tears when there were mice in my house, or no water or some other tragedy. She would open her arms and with a huge hug invite me into her house, telling me to make myself at home, or to go rest in her guest bed. She cooked for me a lot while Simon was gone when I first got here as well. I was just beginning to really bond with the kids she had living with her (pictured in the picasa album “the Zims that inspire me”).

When I met up with her at the Co-op on a random Saturday and she said the truck had come to pick her and she was on her way to her new clinic (And these things are so sudden! Nothing moves fast in government here unless it’s a car to take someone away.) and suddenly I’m acting very un-African and making a scene crying in the store.

Each of the other clinic nurses has applied for (and as I found out today, been granted) their transfer, which will leave me as the longest serving non-Serongan of the bunch. I understand, it would be hard for me to swallow the idea of staying in Seronga for longer than three years. It is discouraging as it makes me certain that many of the programs I might try to implement at the clinic won’t survive my own departure, as the nurses I have sold on this idea or that idea will leave. I’ve observed that if it’s not in the job description, regardless if it improves things or makes them more efficient, it likely won’t happen.

Outside of the clinic staff in the past months The Queen was deported (sort of) in March, and although she’d recently returned, now she’s left again until December, and she stays out on what is currently an island in the delta. When the waters recede a bit more she might be accessible by 4 wheel drive (which I don’t have anyways) but it currently requires a truck and a half hour in a boat to get to her. So it takes more than a little effort to meet up with her for tea.

Thuso (with his wife and adorable new baby) transferred to near Maun as of May first, and Golesadi at the Mortuary (internet!) who is one of the few people to invite me over and cook for me, and who also came to my house is gone as well. They are a little easier to keep in touch with via internet or phone, but they’re still not here to invite over for tea.

The kind Afrikaans couple who ran the houseboats (and would inform me of flights and transport to Maun) have left recently, and their young replacements are only temporary, and will leave in December.

Plenty of great people also come in and out of my life here and I know when I meet them one of us will be leaving. Some are backpackers, people here through short term contracts, researchers. When I finally got into this country after much fan fare and Peace Corps drama of leaving home I met some amazing Peace Corps volunteers who have of course since been blown to far corners of the country (although we’ve mostly done a pretty decent job of getting together every so often or at least keeping in touch). In some ways my social life feels more like a revolving door than any sort of solid support system. In Botswana it seems (cue the Lion King soundtrack) the circle of life, the cycle of beginnings and endings, or introductions and departures seems to happen much more smoothly and with much less drama than other places I’ve experienced these events. People fade in and out, one day they are here, the next they are gone, often without much acknowledgment at all. I never realized how much the rituals we have associated with these passages in the States have brought me comfort until now.

In the end it’s not the English speaking that I miss, but the welcoming way each of these people have related to me, and accepted me and my different culture. It’s a connection that’s difficult to establish through different cultures and languages. At the end of the day, yes I realize I’m here experiencing a cultural exchange. However, that aspect of life does tend to become tiring (read exhausting) as it NEVER STOPS. I cannot walk down the street without exchanging cultures, and in all reality, I’m generally spending so much time trying to understand the culture that I’m living in that I don’t really have a lot of time to devote specifically to sharing mine (although I have to admit, these occasions do come along) and sometimes when I do something that confuses or confounds people I just claim it’s because I’m American. This answer sometimes works. But it is a cop out as I only use that one when I am exhausted from explaining a bunch of other things.

I think anyone would agree that it’s more comfortable to spend your leisure time with someone for whom you’re not constantly having to explain this aspect or that of your background or culture. These are people I would consider friends, and hope to keep in touch with in the future. I’m used to having long distance friends at this point (although I do not look forward to trying to keep in touch knowing the limited means of communication in this country… or perhaps it’s just the delta), but I also really like having my friends that are HERE!.

You’d have thought all these goodbyes would have prepared me for the worst yet. The English English leaving. Back in May I walked over to Simon’s house and something wasn’t right. I walked past the gate and into the yard and finally into the house. He was packed. He had been saying for weeks (months, years?) that he would be moving out near Gunotsoga and Ronny to work on building the backpackers lodge. I guess today was the day that that was going to happen. (Or really the next day.)

Simon had some random people (they’ve rented a small cottage in the village with the late councilor’s wife and are supposed to be coming back from the Southern trip of South Africa sometime towards summer. So in short, they are more temporary, part time people.) who had stopped by to visit him and we talked and had sundowners, talking the local talk, keeping tabs on the movements of all the other ex pats.

They were drinking beers and I poured myself a glass of wine. I had a feeling I was in for a long night. The guests left and I quietly asked Simon what was happening. He answered, almost defensively, that he was moving everything, yes everything, out to the camp so that he could start really working on the backpackers. I picked at a hole that was starting in the knee of my jeans to divert my nervous energy. We’re not really known for our heartfelt talks, Simon and I, and when I express something anywhere close to a “girly” emotion either his gruffness increases to near unbearable levels or he goes eerily quiet. I kept tipping back my wine glass so as to conceal my tears and we sat in silence, the closest thing we have to a heart to heart.

I knew this move would be good for him, but at the same time I couldn’t help thinking about how bad it would be for me. Simon has been my go to guy here, the grumpy rusty old knight in shining armor whom I call in emergencies (after, of course, I compose myself from any lingering effects of a girly (read crying) response). I’ve lived here long enough and learned enough and become efficient enough at “making a plan” to know I can do it on my own, but that certainly doesn’t mean I want to.

I realized that this meant that the battles we would have about the presence of onions in the food (please no) would be over, and I would be able to watch any movie on any night I wanted now, instead of allotting all the cranky British ex pat worthy choices for nights we would watch together on his TV and saving all the musicals and romantic comedies for my little laptop in my hut. I would no longer be assured of a hot shower at his place or drinkable water to take when my water was out, and there would be no one I trusted with my life that was near when I would get scared of something in the night. There would be no one to gruffly remind me that things would be fine, to give me hope through the presence of his extreme cynicism, and no one to help me “make a plan”. (Well technically there would be someone, in fact a lot of someones. But you know how it is when you just want to hear it from that particular person who has previously filled that role so well.) The things I used to expect from Simon would now have to come from within me.

When I describe Simon to people, and when they first meet him, many people are a little shocked, or confused at the symbiotic relationship we had developed. Through his constant criticisms of nearly every move I make, and his steadfast stubbornness that there is one and only one correct way of approaching and issue and behaving in any situation (his way, or at least the British way) he has made me tougher and more resilient. I have had to learn when to push back and when to give in, as in some ways with him I have finally met my match in terms of someone capable of steamrolling people. It has been an exercise in tolerance and compromise. Through my optimism and energy, and the ways in which I have come to depend on him it has softened him, and filled the places in his life left empty by a lifetime of solitude. I’m someone he feels he has to take care of, and although he may complain about it, I know (mostly from other people telling me) that he misses me when I’m gone, and I him. We can’t put words to it (he even less than I) but there’s a love there, and the man has become like family to me since I’ve been here. He’s a difficult man, which is nothing new to me and perhaps even provides some of the comfort and familiarity I find in him.

In the end, despite the difficulty of our strange interdependence, I would rather have him here than not. He’s got an aerial antenna for his cell phone at his camp, and so for the most part he’s still only a phone call away, but the distance is still tangible. There’s no three times weekly evening dinners and movies, and when I find some guests to entertain, we can’t just go to Simons, which has been one of my favorite pasttimes.

I find myself pondering the sayings about continuing to keep one’s heart open to love and friendship and connection, and I have to be honest, sometimes I find that to be a really hard concept. There are times when I just want to shut people out rather than letting them in, to build up a wall to protect myself from future goodbyes and missing someone. I want them to stay firmly on the other side of the fence where I don’t have to care too much.

Alternately I want to cling. I want to intermix my being with someone else’s so as to feel that bond, that connection. I want someone to be right here living this experience with me, breathing the very air I exhale, I want to be completely in someone’s space, and know they aren’t leaving, that they’ll be around for a while. I want familiar connection to be the rule rather than the exception, and I want it to be simple, not Herculean effort. Instead of longing for someone in their absence I want to be overwhelmed by a comforting, familiar presence.

But that’s not the way it is, or the way it will be. Throughout the phases of life here, with its predictable unpredictability, the only constant continues to be that I don’t know what will happen next, and who will enter or leave my life. I guess it’s no different than life anywhere else, but much like the hot Botswana sun, here I’m just more aware of it. No matter what I may want, through this experience I will manage to get what I need. I continue to learn the difference, and try to appreciate living in moderation while existing in conditions of extremes.

Things Happen While You're Away...

Joann Marie
Katchmark
Danelski

Joann Marie Katchmark Danelski, 60, died September 18, 2009 at her home on the St. Louis River with her family by her side. Her strength and endurance during her illness were sustained by her unwavering faith.

Joann was born June 26, 1949 in Sturgeon Lake, MN, the baby of 15 children born to Frank and Katherine Katchmark. She had attended the Sturgeon Lake and Willow River Schools. After graduation Joann moved to Duluth and worked for Cutler Magner Co.

She married Ken Danelski in 1968. Joann worked for the Duluth News Tribune until her diagnosis of cancer in 1992. Both she and Ken retired to focus on each other, their family and home.

Joann loved the outdoors and gardening and nature responded to her. She opened her home and gardens to friends and family and generously shared her time and talents with others. She planned parties, loved cooking and baking, decorating for holidays and making cards and games for her family. Her love of the St. Louis River has been captured in many of her photographs. Joann hiked her trails, kayaked, fished and enjoyed every moment of “her” rivers’ gifts. She taught her grandchildren the importance of gathering family and friends and to live each day to its fullest. Her zest for life was infectious to all who crossed her path.

She is preceded in death by her parents; brothers Ted, William, Florian and David; and sisters Patricia and Bernice.
Joann is survived by her husband Ken, of 41 years; sons Corey(Darcey) and Perry(Jill), both of Hermantown; grandchildren Megan, Madison, Austin, Mallory, Katie and Colten; brothers John(Bena), Bernard(Jeanette), Leonard and Frank; sisters RoseMarie(John)Thrun, Leona Bibeau, Leonilla(Jerry)Gilbert and Virginia(James)Zezuelka.

The family would like to thank everyone for their love and support. Her gifts will live on in the hearts and lives of her family and friends and all those she touched in life. “When my earthly life no longer exists, that I have pleased God with my earthly life and inspired others to believe in Him”---Joann.

Visitation Tuesday 5-7 PM with Rosary at 7 PM, all at the Cathedral Of Our Lady Of The Rosary Catholic Church, 2801 E. 4th St., Duluth. Visitation continues from 11 AM until the noon Mass of Christian Burial Wednesday at the Cathedral Of Our Lady Of The Rosary Catholic Church. Burial at Oneota Cemetery. Arrangements by Williams-Lobermeier Funeral Home.

This is the obituary of one of my great aunts. My father comes from an exceptionally big family, and I am sorry to say that many of these Aunties blend together in my mind, although many of the memories I have of these great women are of kindness and strong spirits. On my best days I hope that perhaps I am like them in some ways, and hope that I do justice to the example they’ve set for me. On my worst I am reminded of those who have been through so more than me and have still sparkled with a brilliant light of grace and strength and am reminded that I, too, am capable of this, and should bloody well stop whining.

Although I knew that life would continue on while I was away, these things are always hard to swallow, and can occasionally be made more so by the incredibly tangible distance between me and those I love. Thanks to the miracle of the internet, I was able to get to know Joann a bit more through the loving words posted by her family and friends on her Caring Bridge Website. It’s clear she was loved and appreciated by many, and will be greatly missed.

Here is one of the last entries on her Caring Bridge website before she passed:

“I was looking through some of Joann's photos and stuff by her computer today and ran across a story my mom saved about "The Power of Prayer" from the Duluth News Tribune. The story ran on Christmas Day of 1996. The story had featured Joann with her cancer and her faith. Here are some parts of the article.

"This Christmas, Joann Danelski could have been dying from lung cancer. Instead, she'd joyously celebrated the holidays at home with family and friends. Her cancer which had been doubling every six months, has unexpectedly stopped growing. Her Mayo Clinic physicians are astounded, and they believe Danelski when she tells them that this gift of life comes directly from family and friends who are praying for her, as well as from her own faith and positive attitude. "It's nothing short of miraculous. The doctor said to keep doing whatever I was doing. I said we pray alot. He said 'It's working.'" While Danelski believes prayer has helped her, she still expects to die from lung cancer. In the meantime, she takes care of her health and savors each day and her relationships to the fullest. "I've never asked God to take the cancer away. I've asked for help to live with this in peace, and it's happening," she said. "I've been given extra days and He's put me at peace with it."”

Rest Peacefully, Joann. Know that you’ve given me more inspiration and strength to continue striving for the sometimes seemingly insurmountable challenges I face here. Blessings of strength and grace to her family and friends who are missing her now, and navigating a new way of life without her. Peace be with you all.
Jen

A Meeting of Note....

--------I wrote this one after a meeting we attended in Mid-August in Maun. The Seronga Men’s Sector had been invited (which is another word for commanded in Botswana) to give a report on the activities that we had carried out in the past year and the ones we planned for the next year to the National Men’s Sector Commissioner, who is the Commissioner of Police for Botswana. It was a big deal meeting and I went along mainly as a show of support and solidarity with the guys I’ve been working with, who have repeatedly been my inspiration here in Seronga. Many of the other village Men’s Sectors basically admitted they’ve done nothing, so Seronga was sort of the star of the show;-)---

We sat in the overheated conference room, despite rushing to be promptly on time we’re delayed as the Commissioner of police (whom I recently noticed in a photo in the national newspaper shaking the President of Botswana’s hand, I think he must be sort of a big deal) had forgotten the location of the meeting that he called. He arrived an hour late, taking the time to magnanimously greet each of us personally. He sat down and we yawned though the typical introductions, each person being acknowledged with an amount of clapping proportional to his position. The rest of us minions were relegated to self introductions, which sent my mind scurrying to recall all the formalities of the details I’m supposed to recite in order to properly do so.

It’s funny to me that no matter how many people appear to be in any given group I attend in this region of the country I’m generally somehow singled out. This time it was for the announcement that the meeting would be conducted in Setswana, followed by the joke that I would surely be fluent by the meeting’s end. It’s not the first time I’ve heard this particular one, and I smiled and he repeated the joke in English for my benefit. ( I don’t know why it was even discussed, as it ended up that the commissioner gave his speech in English and it was then translated into Setswana.)

The other piece of notoriety, besides of course the staring, which in a bigger village like Maun is usually at least somewhat cloaked in stolen glances rather than straight out gawking like it would be in Seronga, was the photography. The photographer, who had been introduced at the beginning as the something something of marketing went around the room taking sort of group pictures of the different villages who had sent representation.

Throughout the speeches and presentations she would take occasional pictures as well as filming, although in a land where there are few TV’s much less cable access on which to broadcast these boring meetings much less recording it for some sort of posterity, (and I certainly didn’t hear the “this meeting will be recorded for training purposes” disclaimer, although it certainly could have done some serious good) I couldn’t necessarily see the point.

The weird part came right in the middle of the commissioner’s speech, which she had previously been recording with the video camera. The photographer suddenly walked away from the tripod, grabbed her still camera, and began taking pictures of me. Like obviously taking pictures. Of me. Several of them.

I often joke about the paparazzi, so naming all the tourists who nearly reflexively take my picture from their hulking overland vehicles as they drive through Seronga. It seems they are shocked by the presence of my white skin, as though I am some sort of rare (albino?) animal in the bush. I generally like having my picture taken, but this was straight up weird. I tried to smile whilst looking at least mildly interested in the speech.

One of my personal greatest successes of the past quarter for me was to help the chairman-Mr. Khumalo, a police officer- of the Seronga Men’s Sector create a report of the activities we had done and were planning to do. It’s the next entry on the blog. It was a simple enough thing, just a word document that I inserted some pictures I took from various events we’ve had. It was one of those things that took very little time on my part, but meant a lot to him. It’s something so easy, and yet to see his face light up and his chest puff out when the pages came out of the printer made me realize it was going to be a bigger deal to him than that.

Through the course of my time here I’ve realized that capacity building is not just about teaching people to do things, as with most of these things we work on, the people know how to do what needs to be done. In my situation I’ve found it’s also important to help people chronicle their accomplishments, and in helping them acknowledge and feel pride in what they’ve done, to hopefully inspire and encourage them to do more.

So when the time came for Seronga to present its report most eyes in the room turned to me as though waiting expectantly for my presentation. Mr. Khumalo and I had previously agreed that rather he would give the report, and I whispered a few reminders and words of encouragement as he stood up to walk to the podium.

It’s typical in Botswana for people to just read exactly what they’ve got in front of them when they give a “report”. If then there are any questions, which are always repeatedly requested, if it can’t be quoted directly from the report, the question will be deferred. Mr. Khumalo and I have discussed this tendency at length, and talked about ways he could give a more enlightening presentation. He knows just as much if not more than me about what we are doing as the Men’s Sector, and thus we decided he should be the person to present (And there’s also the little part where I sort of subliminally refused. I don’t think I would be building anyone’s capacity but my own to present at an important meeting like this.)

It was more than enough reward for me when Mr. Khumalo went up to the podium to give his report. He handed a copy to the Commissioner of Police, who is the national head of the Men’s Sector for this year, and began. Khumalo positively sparkled. He made eye contact around the room, didn’t read from the report or repeat irrelevant information. He was confident and even made a few jokes. It was definitely the best presentation of the day, (and it helps that our Men’s Sector is one of the most active in the district) and the other Seronga Men’s Sector representatives we were with made several other relevant points about the importance of involving churches and traditional healers with Men’s Sector campaigns. It was definitely a day of pride and success for Seronga, the Men’s Sector and me.

Seronga Men’s Sector… Leading the Way Forward

Below is the report we submitted to the National Men's Sector Chairperson at the meeting described in the entry above. I had to remove the pictures as the internet here is too slow to upload them, but I've left the captions, I hope this doesn't make it too confusing.

The Ngambao Scouts Troup entertains the crowd at the November Men’s Sector Event, demonstrating the theme of “Men Standing Tall, Walking Proud and Taking Responsibility.”

Enclosed please find a report detailing the events to date as well as the future events planned to be carried out by the Men’s Sector in Seronga. We thank you for your past and continued support of this active and hardworking committee.

Men’s Sector Community Event:

“Men standing tall, walking proud and taking responsibility!”


Men’s Sector Participants competing in a “Tug of War”

On 22nd November, 2008, the village of Seronga hosted an event sponsored by the Seronga Men’s Sector with the theme “Men standing tall, walking proud, and taking responsibility.” Present at the event were the dikgosi of Seronga, Gudigwa, Gunotsoga, nursing representatives from the Seronga clinic, teachers from both the primary and junior secondary school in Seronga, members of the local and national police based in Seronga, as well as representatives from wildlife and BDF. Also present were the police chief from Gumare, the guest speaker Mma Knutson and nearly 400 villagers. The event began with a lively march in which the members of Men’s Sector Committee split into two groups and were led by the Scout Group down each road away from the Kgotla for a vigorous 3 kilometer round trip march. Throughout the day there were many songs, traditional dances, dramas, speeches, another performance by the Scouts and a tug of war representing the battle between HIV and ARVs to entertain the crowd.
In addition to the message being spread from the main stage, there were 2 side booths which continued to spread the message of Men’s Sector. Over 60 participants were awarded airtime, crisps, and oranges for their efforts in events in a challenging sexual health quiz. Villagers tested their knowledge of issues of HIV/AIDS health, prevention and transmission, PMTCT, IPT and reducing stigma. Each participant was corrected by a trained educator on any information they answered incorrectly or needed more information about. In addition over 30 people were voluntarily and confidentially tested by the Gumare Counseling Center. All of the attendants enjoyed a lunch of meat, samp, rice, salads and cool drinks. This event was funded with the support of the National Men’s Sector Committee.


Participants in the health quiz

Outreach:
Since it’s inception as a result of a workshop held at the Seronga Land Board by the Gumare Counseling Center, the Seronga Men’s Sector has developed a progressive list of goals aimed at reducing the transmission of HIV in Seronga and the surrounding area. It has been a top priority of the Seronga Men’s Sector to reach out to the traditional and faith based communities as a target audience through which to spread the message of reduction of HIV related health behaviors.

One of the Seronga Men’s Sector’s most active members is Mareko Gweexa. He is a boat driver for the Seronga Clinic as well as a widely respected Church elder. Mareko has been instrumental in securing audiences with a number of church leaders throughout the Seronga catchement area.

As a result of his perseverance members of the Men’s Sector were able to meet with 12 leaders of various churches at the village of Mokgacha on 31 May 2009 in order to educate them on the issues of HIV as well as to sensitize them to the goals of the Men’s Sector. The Men’s Sector members were also able to address the various congregations about HIV prevention, and directed them to access resources available in addition to the support of their faith based community. Church goers were encouraged to use condoms, to get tested with their partners, and to take their ARVs and other medications appropriately.

Mr. Gweexa also preached the message of Men’s Sector to 379 parishioners in Sepopa village on 8th August 2009. He gave a sermon spreading the message of the importance of men testing with partners and also challenging the message that using condoms is a sin. He expressed concern about the methods faith healers were using for the treatment of various ailments that may lead to an increased spread of HIV. He encouraged people to go to the clinic for treatment of their health issues, as well as to not mix ARV’s with traditional medicine. Mr. Gweexa emphasized that the role of the church needs to continue to be to provide support and comfort to those affected by HIV, and promote behaviors that prevent the spread of HIV.


Mr. Gweexa addressing the congregations of ZCC at Gudigwa

Another outreach with other members of the Seronga Men’s Sector occurred on 16 August 2009 in Gudigwa with church members from various congregations of ZCC. Mr. Khumalo introduced the members of the Men’s Sector and informed 128 church members about the Men’s Sectors goals and objectives, which was then reinforced when Mr. Gweexa addressed the congregation. The message was further emphasized when Mr. Binang Makgetho reiterated that the ZCC church has always encouraged people to know their status by going to the clinic to be tested as well as taking their medications appropriately. He stated that the ZCC has maintained a position whereby members are encouraged to have only one partner, as well as for younger members to wait until marriage to indulge in sexual activities. He restated that ZCC’s protocol regarding HIV and AIDS is to follow and promote the government’s initiatives regarding the prevention and treatment of HIV/AIDS, and that there is no contradiction between the teachings of the ZCC and the government’s programs. Mr. Makgetho encouraged the congregations present to become active members of committees such as Men’s Sector, and thanked the Seronga Men’s Sector for coming to spread their message at Gudigwa.

The Seronga Men’s Sector will continue in their outreach efforts in the coming year by taking advantage of opportunities to address various congregations of faith throughout the Seronga and surrounding areas as they arise.


Mr. Gweexa addressing ZCC congregations at Gudigwa

Education:
In the coming months the Men’s Sector will host 2 workshops involving the local medical professionals from the Seronga clinic, as well as community healers and faith based leaders from Mogotho to Gudigwa. The goal of these workshops is to facilitate a conversation between these three important and influential community providers of HIV treatment and support. We intend to create an atmosphere of open conversation so that each service provider can highlight the service they provide in promoting HIV prevention and support. We also want each sector to educate about and promote their best practices and ways these three sectors can network together to provide the best response to the needs of their respective communities.

Another goal that the Seronga Men’s Sector is working towards is sensitizing the Police and members of the BDF on issues of gender and gender based violence. We plan to hold short seminars on these topics based on the curriculum provided by Men as Partners. We hope through these events to promote discussion of gender issues and to find a common ground from which we can address gender based violence through the men and women involved in these traditionally male centric organizations.

STEPS film Series:
Two members of the Men’s Sector Committee will be going for a workshop at the end of August to be trained on the facilitation of screenings for the STEPS (Social Transformation and Empowerment Projects) films. The STEPS films are designed to promote discussion and debate through their content, which will be shown with the support of the Men’s Sector at various locations in Seronga that have access to a television and generated power. Supporting partners include: the Seronga Clinic, the Seronga Sub Land Board, Ngambao CJSS, and the Seronga Police. These locations together provide us with a wide variety of locations from which to reach the people from the various wards of Seronga village.



Successes and Challenges:
The Seronga Men’s Sector has had a productive year, and has many planned activities for the coming year. We have held a successful kick off event; we have done outreaches, and have plans for workshops and programs that have a great deal of potential. That being said, we also have some challenges we hope to overcome in the coming year. The Lay Counselor at the clinic (who is also a member of the Men’s Sector) reports that there is still a hesitancy of men to go the clinic with their partners for testing. Combating traditional beliefs about HIV continues to be a challenge, with a great deal of misinformation being perpetuated in the community despite our efforts at widespread education. Another of the challenges we face in the coming year will be the procurement of a DVD player with which to play the STEPS films on. Plenty of the local partners have televisions and generators they would be willing to help us with, but we have yet to find one that has a DVD player on which to play the movies. We will attempt to meet this challenge by requesting funding from various sources in order to procure a DVD player that can be moved from location to location with the films.


Conclusions:
The Seronga Men’s Sector is an active and hardworking Committee comprising of men and women from the various sectors of professional, village and traditional life in Seronga and the surrounding area. We have set high goals for ourselves based the top issues of concern as set out by the Okavango Sub-District’s Evidence Based Plan. Of these areas the Seronga Men’s Sector is primarily focusing on Men’s involvement and addressing myths and misconceptions. We consistently strive to meet these goals without being deterred by lack of resources or the rural nature of our village. The Men’s Sector is making important progress in reducing the spread of HIV in the village of Seronga through our outreaches, our efforts at education, and our community events. We will not be discouraged from meeting our goals, and will consistently increase our efforts to bring men to the forefront as leaders in addressing issues of HIV/AIDS.

An Appliance Rebellion....

(I wrote this one in about mid July when my fridge busted. It took nearly a month to get it replaced. Ah Botswana. Thank God it was winter then, as my gas just went out while I was gone over the weekend and the sight and smell of my fridge full of rotten food in the summer brought me to tears.)

In order to combat increasingly declining sense of accomplishment (I wrote this a while ago…) I have ceremoniously decided (upon of course the recent suicide of my refrigerator) that in fact all of my combined household appliances, as well as several of my electrical gadgets have an unspoken vendetta against me. I am currently unable to deny that these appliances will no longer be satisfied with successfully ensuring my madness, but rather are trying to completely eliminate me as a resident of my hut (perhaps they have formed an alliance with the mice and lizards life insurance co-operative). This new framework through which to view my appliances and living conditions allows me to believe that my lack of prowess in most matters domestic is indeed not my fault.

My fridge has been making idle threats for months, or actually since I’ve had it, and finally chose today (as of course, the day when I have recently returned from Maun through a relatively painless 6 hour ride with transport nearly the entire way, which for the non-hitching in Sub-Saharan Africa layman means that I was completely and totally weighed down with perishable groceries because I had the means to get them here in a reasonable amount of time) and being completely full to die.

My oven is in on the death pact, and has decided it’s not only the appliances in the house but also its human inhabitant that must perish. It chooses to ensure this by f*$#ing up every item resembling food (It even went a step further and destroyed the butter knife I had accidentally left in a pan of toasting bread the other morning- I am so not a morning person….) that touches it. I know this little bastard is planning on me actually starving myself by becoming so fed up with the under and simultaneously overcooked item of food I bring forth from its fiery bowels that I give up on myself.

At current I have gone through 2 cameras being completely wrecked by dust, and the third is making a funny noise when I turn it on. The first ipod I brought with me has died, and I’ve gone through two mini speakers. The solio solar charger has died a long time back, and I’m on my third cell phone and have broken at least two chargers thus far in my tenure.

I can assure you it’s not that I’m not taking care of these things. All of my electronics have their own little plastic bags that they live in, with all of their corresponding chargers and adaptors and accessories (it took Africa to descend on me but by God I might emerge slightly closer to organized!). I guess that the lessons on wants versus needs will just keep coming and by the end of this I’ll surely be able to deal with anything;-)

Operation Dumbo Drop

(Disclaimer: The following is my interpretation of the events described hereafter, including my own observations of the situation in the delta and does not reflect any of Anna’s research findings nor does not contain her expert opinion on the matter of human elephant conflict in the Okavango delta)

Timeline: This event happened the first weekend in May. It just took me a while to get it together ;-)

Ok, it was really an airlift sort of mission, but I couldn’t resist the title.

It began, as things often can, in Maun. I had gone there for my last HIV test (still negative---whoo hooo!) with my friend Anna the elephant researcher (the last three words of which Simon often combines to become her de facto surname. The entry for her in his phone is just Anna Elephant. Nice) and her research assistant Eva. Her research base camp is out near Gunotsoga, where she lives on an island in the delta with her flamingo researcher husband. (Which sounds glamorous, but let me assure you, it’s a pain in the ass to hang out with people who live on islands. Mokoros and Hippos and Crocs, oh my. And for whichever reason it seems many of my friends this side do live on islands. Weird.) Add in Anna’s husband Graham and the house was soon full of people who had been in the bush too long, which tends to make for an exciting weekend.

The time we were there also coincided with the Maun festival, which is the closest thing to a live music festival I’ve seen in a while. It’s still Botswana, so it has a long way to go, but I can see the effort there, and think it has the potential to be amazing. Me being myself, I managed to help paint and ride on the top (I cannot get over this fairy princess problem I’ve got;-) of the Sefofane and Wilderness “Flying Rhino” float in the parade. (How do I manage these things? And who has the photos?)

So anyways being with Anna and Co. in Maun was good, as it’s always nice to be around a place with a few more amenities, as well as being able to get things done a bit easier. I’m not embarrassed to admit that being out in the bush for so long has made me forget how to competently operate a washing machine and thus ended up making everything I washed completely soapy. I attempted to remedy this situation by restarting the washing machine without soap and ended up watching the entire hour long cycle through the front end loaded window with altogether too much interest. I again blame bush life.

But this entry is supposed to be about elephants…

The incident I’m attempting to describe began altogether too early on a Thursday morning. We had celebrated our arrival back in Maun the night before a bit to vigorously, so when all of our phones began ringing at such an early hour as 7am we were less than charmed (although to be honest between the roosters and the sunlight streaming into my hut I’m usually up long before that in Seronga, but it would have been nice to sleep in!!!). On the phone was Simon, informing Anna that an elephant had been shot near their camps at Gunotsoga. Anna, of course being a vegetarian and an animal lover, as well as (duh) an elephant researcher had some vested interest in what was happening with this elephant.

Anna’s research is specifically on human elephant conflict, which is a problem with the large number of elephants as well as people in the delta. The number of people inhabiting the delta continues to increase, especially with improved access to health care as well as ARV’s being readily available.

As the human population increases in the delta, so do the number of elephants. As conservation has become “trendy” and more research is being done to learn about elephants (google: “Elephants Without Borders”) there have been increasing interventions by the Botswana Wildlife departments and improved sanctions against poaching. The growth of the tourism industry as a major contributor (it could be argued that tourism is one of the main pillars of the Botswana economy along with mining) to the economy has resulted in the government and tour operators having a vested interest in protecting one of the token animals of the fabled Big Five.

As both populations increase, as does the fight for resources, namely food, water and space. There is extremely little formal employment within the eastern side of the panhandle from which people can make a living. Thus the area’s main economy is based in subsistence farming.

In addition to having a plot “in town” people also continue to move out from the villages to settlements and cattle posts and fields to raise cattle and grow crops. Villagers tend to apply for fields from the land board that appear to have less bush overgrowth, which also means less work to clear, and are thus easier to begin farming. Now for those of you scratching your head in confusion as to why this is relevant I want you to ask yourself why these random bush plots would be cleared already. If they didn’t currently have things growing on them why would they be bad to try to plant crops or raise cattle on?

Gentle readers let me shed light on this perplexing issue. The farmers are placing their fields directly in elephant superhighways. To the farmers it makes sense to make use of the work the elephants have already done in clearing trees and stomping down all the brush. In theory a great idea. In practice, a bad one.

Before the rains come and when the land is dry the elephants often head out into the bush away from the delta to find safer and more plentiful watering holes and eating spots. They stay out there eating everything they can find until the rains come and they wait for the flood. When the flood comes they return to the delta, using the very same paths they’ve cleared the years prior and have likely always used. But now instead of their highway they find a farm, as someone has moved in while they were away and sown their seeds to grow all sorts of green and wonderful things for hungry elephants. No problem for them, they just push over whatever tiny fence the farmer has surrounded his crops with and eat everything in sight.

Which of course then leads to angry farmers. At this point score one team Ellies, they’re full and can for the most part still use their highway, someone’s just put in a fast food joint for them. While the farmer has probably lost his year’s livelihood. You can see where the conflict lies.

The only other time I have seen the sort of destruction which could compare to what elephants can cause is after a tornado back home. Seeing areas that elephants have crop raided or even passed through is very surreal. It seems they are at times very deliberate about which trees they choose to completely upend and which ancient roots they chose to pull out to nibble on. They selectively smash some areas to bits while others they seem to tip toe through with the grace of little nymphs. Very strange. They’re smart animals.

As part of her research and personal interest in elephants and the humans that live amongst them, Anna also does educational projects at the primary schools in the area. I’ve participated with one of her educational presentations and it’s interesting to note the children’s attitudes about these animals they live amongst. Although there are a few children who have never seen an elephant (this is rare) many of the ones who have express fear of the animals. It’s not common that elephants attack and kill people (although it can happen) but it only takes one instance in an area this size for all sorts of misconceptions to start.

Sidebar: Allow me to refer you to a blog written by Anna’s most recent research assistant, Eeva. She lived with Anna on her island camp for three months this year and kept track of her adventures that side. www.eevasafrica.blogspot.com
(There’s also a stellar-thanks a lot, Eeva, flattering photo ;-p of me doing some sort of horrible beer bong type activity called a shot gun. And I hate beer.) She details the nitty gritty of the research process more coherently than I do here, as well as providing interesting commentary on true bush tent style living. I make a few cameos as well.

So back to the morning in question. An elephant had raided a field near Gonotsoga. A farmer had attempted to protect his field. With a gun. And in the dark had shot the elephant. Not realizing that the elephant was female. With two small calves.

Elephants are extremely social animals. Whenever you see one alone, it’s likely an old bull that has been displaced from his herd by a younger male. These old bulls might run at you to screw with you, but are for the most part like your old uncle at your cousin’s Christmas party, still pulling the quarters out of young kids ears for fun after they’re much to old to find this amusing and constantly telling the same jokes as the previous tens years and laughing hysterically. In a word: pretty harmless. (ooops I guess that was two).

Most of the herds you see consist of many, many females and their young. As I learned in my first weekend out in the bush, these are the herds you don’t want to mess with. The mothers are interested only in protecting their babies, and let’s just say they don’t put the mock in “mock charge”. These ladies mean business.

So in this instance when the mother was shot the herd disbanded, or at least fled the scene. Elephants are one of the few animals who have been shown to exhibit signs of PTSD, so this was a bad scene. The babies, frightened by the shot, followed their mother rather than the herd, and the mother, being wounded and disoriented, separated from the herd. Momma and babies ran a ways into the bush and ended up near Anna’s camp. Which is where they were when Ian, the old ex pat elephant hunter living out that side, caught wind of the story.

After Simon’s call, Ian himself called, reporting that one of the babies was probably about three months, no taller than thigh high (and, Anna reported, likely still with pink ears) and most definitely still suckling. The other couldn’t have been older than three years, and would likely be able to fend for itself if it could return to the herd. There was limited information about how long the mother had been dead, or if the herd had been sighted anywhere nearby, and Anna could only speculate on whether the herd might come back near a wounded elephants for fear of endangering themselves, regardless of the presence of the calves.

By this time the tears of horror had evaporated into pure adrenaline in Anna. I could actually almost see the wheels in her head turning, as she and Eva and Graham discussed the possibilities for the baby. There was talk of catching it and keeping it in their vegetable garden while continuing to nurse it (of course old Ian had the recipe for elephant milk formula) as well as trying to get one of the local camps that specialize in elephant back safaris or elephant reintroduction into the wild to take on the calf. This ended up being the better and more realistic option.

As with anything in Botswana, this grand scheme required permission and often the permissions and bureaucracy needed to do most anything is mind boggling and confusing in its logic. This elephant situation was no exception. All wild animals in Botswana-especially the elephants-are property of the government. In this case the elephant had been identified as a “problem animal” by the farmer, who had shot it raiding his field. This in and of itself was not illegal. But in terms of the calves, there were no laws and indeed no precedent for what should be done in a situation like this one.

The ministry finally allowed that Anna would be permitted to intervene with the smaller of the two if she could find a place for it to go with the understanding that it would later be released into the wild. No camps would agree to make a move to do anything with the elephant until they had government permission. In a lovely and typical problematic case of Botswana circular procedural issues, the situation was at a standstill.

The information we were receiving (Which we later found to be all from villagers eyewitness accounts, rather than Ian the former elephant hunter himself. It was the fact that this information was allegedly coming from Ian that was the basis for many of the decisions that would be made throughout the course of the operation, as certainly a man who hunted elephants for most of his life would be able to accurately recount the details of the situation, namely the ages and conditions of the elephants involved. His reputation in Maun and indeed the whole of Botswana were what gave legitimacy to the claims. In the end it was a story that came across what was likely two different language barriers and an eighty two year old man’s less than stellar command of Setswana in the first place. But we’ll get to that part.) was that the babies were still near the dead mother whom the villagers were impatiently waiting to carve up for its meat (a common practice). I will now remind you of the little elephant psychology lesson about PTSD. Not good. Even baby elephants are sorta big, and a nervous three year old being protective of both itself and its younger sibling wouldn’t be something you’d want to mess with.

So Anna went into rescue mode, preparing letters and arranging meetings to get a plan sorted to rescue this baby elephant. The older one was determined to be able to fend for itself, but the baby was causing all sorts of worry. Anna called in all sorts of favors and resources to try to get a place to take this baby elephant. There was one camp who might take it, but the camp already had an orphan baby elephant (Who knew there was not only a problem with too many orphan children in Botswana but also orphaned elephants?) that they had managed to get to nurse from a lactating female. The camp managers very much doubted that the mother would have the energy or milk to provide for two babies, and indeed the introduction of another one might upset the balance of the herd.

Anna continued in her persistence, even sort of (well I don’t think “ambush” is the correct word, but maybe it’s close) “meeting” one of the managers from the camp at the airport. It appeared it was an American owned operation, and they happened to have some of the American owners in Botswana right now. The owners are apparently the type who buy luxury camps in the Okavango delta in order to occasionally turn up with their khaki outfits and belts weighted down with bush necessities like GPS’s and oversized Leathermans and fly around in helicopters to be the masters of all they survey. Yes, there are enough of these sorts of people running around Maun for there to be a “type”. Hell if the heir and the spare to the throne of England hang out here, why not all sorts of moneyed others?

This factor ended up pushing the whole operation in Anna’s favor, as it meant the owners would likely be keen for an adventure come rescue operation, and furthermore, the chopper was already fueled and in the air. It was arranged that a fixed wing caravan plane would also be commissioned for the rescue operation, and a veterinarian was also called in to oversee the progress. All the seats were to be removed from the caravan plane so that the baby elephant (once sedated by the vet) would be able to be loaded into the plane and taken to the camp, where it would hopefully get some elephant therapy to recover from its PTSD and become a productive and healthy member of a herd.

So in the midst of all the arrangements, Anna didn’t think to ask if she might be able to fly in the plane up to Seronga/Gunotsoga to meet the little ellie dude whose life she undoubtedly just saved until the plane was already gone. She’d done all that she could, and so we went about our evening, knowing that the whole operation would have to be completed soon, as it was winter, and night would soon be falling.

It was soon after the fixed wing plane took off however, that the problems began rolling in through various phone reports.

The first major problem was a big one. The mother was still alive! How can someone mistake a dead elephant? Anna reports that elephants in distress will flap their ears back and forth, especially to keep cool under the hot Botswana sun and due to their size the ears would have had to appear almost flag-like.

That the mother was still alive posed a problem because now there was the issue that it’s illegal to kill an animal which is the property of the government of Botswana without a permit. So now at this late point in the evening, the Vet who had arrived in the plane started making calls to the cell phones of various ministry officials who had already left the office for the day. He was able to get the necessary permission to kill the animal on the grounds of ending its suffering. Due to the size and the level of distress the animal had been under, the only humane way to do this at this point would be to shoot the elephant, and the only equipment appropriate for this would be a gun. And who is the only person that side whom is known to both have a firearm and the knowledge of how to shoot an elephant to properly kill it? Of course the hero (?) of the story thus far, Ian.

So the chopper heads over to Ian’s island to collect him and have him put down the mother. In the mean time more reports come in to us in Maun. It turns out the babies aren’t babies at all. While the elder appeared to be between 7 and 10 years old (Ian had earlier reported the elder was three), the younger was between 3 and 5. Likely not still suckling, and too big to be able to do anything to help it in any way.

So you can imagine the embarrassment and frustration that Anna was experiencing at this time. She had been running around the whole of Maun, appealing to various ministers in various departments of the national government to get this whole rescue operation accomplished only to have it be a tangled web of wrong information. In the end, most of the blame was transferred to Ian, whom at 82 years old is likely both unaware of the chaos he incited and furthermore likely quite unconcerned.

My take on it is that it was an amazing feat to have been pulled off in the span of a day in a village like Maun, in a country like Botswana, and really made me respect Anna’s passion for her subject and also her perseverance for her cause. I consider myself quite lucky to be in her sphere of influence. It made me realize what can be accomplished when you refuse to take no for an answer, and you’re determined to do something. The owners of the camps and planes were a little less than pleased (to put it mildly) about the incredible waste of money that the day had been, but despite the less than happy ending it made for a hell of an exciting day.